Of Blogs and Me, Part Duex

Why am i into blogging? Why not online gaming? Why not into chatting and eyeballs? Why not surf to millions of porn sites in the Net? or try hacking my boss' computer? Well, online gaming is way too expensive (fuck LevelUp!). I'm done with chatting and i haven't found any single person in cyberspace who can be really honest on everything about him/her. Porn sites suck. i know a better site with girls girls girls and heavenly bliss but never having to get naked and get f*cked. And my boss' computer? There's nothing to find in there, unless you're craving for some Trojan horses and stubborn, annoying worms.
So why the hell am i blogging? I still don't know. Trend? Not so. Self-expression? Sort of. I blog for myself and for Kai. I don't blog hoping somebody would read it and may leave a comment on one of my posts, or drop a line in my chat box. I don't blog hoping somebody would realize that i know how to write (i admit i don't). I don't blog hoping i'd inspire you in any way and change your ideas on some things. i don't blog just because i have no other thing to put in my Hobbies and Interests. I blog because I WANT TO. I blog because I HAVE SOMETHING TO SAY. I blog because it's my other way of SELF-EXPRESSION. I blog because I DON'T CARE WHAT YOU SAY and YOU CAN'T DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT. I blog for MYSELF and for Kai. And I blog because I WANT TO BREATHE and I DON'T WANT TO FORGET HOW TO.

For love, life and everything else, I BLOG. Remember to breathe.